can't sleep

This is awful...I can't sleep at all...
I hate it. I went to bed pretty early today so I would sleep more than I did yesterday, but....
I don't like being alone at night sometimes..I just feel lonely..I want someone to talk to.
But I don't have anyone...Sometimes I'm even afraid of falling asleep. It feels like I'm so..defenseless...
Anything can happen when I'm asleep, I know that.
I detest the night when I'm not awake. I don't like this feeling.

I've started to feel this way at daytime too.